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Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Baby scene

Cough and pull,
drag and dull.
Stuck and loose in
limbo scream. Horror
at our baby scene.
I'm left alone with
your eyes on me.
You're not my need.
But I can't run, or
stay or sleep or dream.
My dreams shed light
on dishonesty. Our feet
are contradicting me.
We love and dance
in place, and I hold to
hope of love for me.

I see a mother and
I know your heart
would leave. A pointed
eye in breathing sing.
No hand on my both-sides
to hold me strong with
whispering. A body used
for trembling. I tremble
with lack of anything,
and you remind me I came
here accidentally.

I can't love or leave,
and you can't love
me off my honor, sweat,
and hands and knees.
My hand's a fly you
shew off with mercy,
and I can't get your
hands on me.
I gave a girl, she's not
your heir, will never be.
You can't love this if
you don't love me.
Stuck and loose in
limbo scream,
You can't love this if
you don't love me.

5 comments:

L. Allen Lowe said...

um, intense.

Ailu said...

Yeah I was sure feeling intense

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